~OP~
Good question. After every major loss, I would analyze my actions and, after some time, I came to the conclusion that gambling without restrictions leads to more disappointment. I completely changed my view of gambling, and if I were to analyze myself today, I can say with confidence that I am on the right track, as I very rarely violate the restrictions I have set for myself and I have fairly good self-control skills, not only before a gambling session but also when I am overcome by excitement.
Totally that impossible that you cant be able to determine on whats right and wrong specially when you are that losing up that much already and its normal that you would be having those thoughts that you should have that stop it out completely rather than on making yourself that deciding that you would be that continuing on playing. When you do gamble and spending up into the amount that you can afford to lose then it would be that normal for you to have that kind of approach. The wrong thing on here is that on the moment that you do become that addicted on which this is where most people or gamblers do able to missed it out just because they've been that expecting too much towards gambling on which this is that a very bad approach to have. Gamble for fun and entertainment nothingless. You wont be able to face up some consequences if you do just that let yourself that being addicted then you would be that failing on having such control and moderation.