I'll ask you, since your first experience, are you quitting trading entirely again, or you are planing to coming in stronger than before.
I had to pause for a while because I felt I don't even ha e a moderate knowledge about it. Getting to read about different candlestick patterns and chart predictions... I still have a long way to go, but I'm giving myself alot of time to learn because I know in a long run, I'll come back as a trader not as a novice anymore.
Trust me, just quit it. You've learnt all you can and had all the experience you will ever need. The only feeling left for you right now, if you're honest, is you want to do better. But you won't. I still keep in touch with trading after quitting, still like reading the news but without depositing any more to trade other than here and there doing some rando shitcoin for a few dollars.
I think once you start doing a few years of quitting, and instead using the time spent on improving yourself in other aspects (plus go do DCA) you'll realize as I did, you gain SO much more as a person.
Mistakes do make us learn and if you do have that heart of a trader then you would be that coming back even though there might be some changes like on what you have mentioned but still you would be that active on trying out to check the market and other small things on which it would be that still in connection with trading on which this would be the approach that you would be doing along the way. People do make out some realization after they had committed out something or when they do have experience those mistakes on which we can say that this is that inevitable. Learning up trading skills isnt something that could be done in a short time or with just that few trades. It would be that involving that tons of efforts and time that you would be needing up to put up before you can have that grasps into it.
Trading just because you've been that influenced by someone then it wouldnt be that ideal on this way. You shouldnt be that easily getting hooked up with those good numbers that you do see online.
They might be having those huge gains but we dont know on how much their loses and on how far they've been that become profitable. Also, dont consider out on following out people because
it would be highly regrettable specially when you do make out some bad or losing trades.