As I say in my comedy piece, we can do so much better than this!
Oh, your a comedian... That's a knee slapper right there. "We can do so much better than this!" Never would have seen that line coming.
For collateral, you can have Apex at https://apexpl.io/
It's only collateral if you want it back, and from the words you're using, it doesn't appear that's the case.
Took me years to develop, intended to be a modern replacement to Wordpress, but unfortunately never gained any traction. Beautiful software though, and I'll stand behind the quality of the engineering.
Modern? Replacement? Dude! It looks like something that would have been bundled with Windows98. I'm sure it's a wonder of engineering, but I'm sorry to break it to you son, it didn't gain any traction because that dog won't hunt. You're not replacing anything with that. Besides, what's the marketing strategy that makes it worth hundreds of thousands when WordPress and Hugo and likes are free?
As others have said, this isn't a loan request, it's an attempt to sell your so-called collateral. People have been red-tagged for playing these types of shenanigans. You seem like a decent kid, so take this advice: Lock this thread. If you want to sell Apex.io post it in the digital assets section, but if I were you I certainly wouldn't expect to get $230k worth of bitcoin for it.