I think it might be this for me. To hear winnings is always inspiring and tempting. As the saying by John F Kennedy, “Success has many fathers, but failure is an orphan.” So to hear people announce huge winnings and making merry, you want to also participate in what has brought them such joy, even when you are told how many tries and how difficult it was before such joy. That was the beginning of it and thinking you would do better was actually deceitful. It is an adventure that you get your experience while you are in and you decide by yourself how to go about it.

I think it might be this for me. To hear winnings is always inspiring and tempting. As the saying by John F Kennedy, “Success has many fathers, but failure is an orphan.” So to hear people announce huge winnings and making merry, you want to also participate in what has brought them such joy, even when you are told how many tries and how difficult it was before such joy. That was the beginning of it and thinking you would do better was actually deceitful.