It is better not to bet that way, it always has to be very controlled so that we can have good mental health, the fact of betting to recover or generate more money is a very big risk, I do not do it anymore, before I fell into that error and I ended up like you, with bigger losses and that made me feel very bad afterwards, it is better to bet little money or before playing only put in the money that we can lose and not deposit more
As long we've realized and learn our lesson, I don't think it will happen again. It happened to me before, I thought that I can earn for a living through gambling after reading some articles about professional gamblers who make a lot of money through sports betting and playing poker. But trying it first hand is really different and you will understand more once you are losing, as the time goes by I realized that it's not for me and I can only play to past time but not alternative for to earn money.