Quote from: lightlord on May 18, 2014, 08:28:55 AM

If he posted a bitcoin address, and a donation I would supect its a scam or a sob story.

But almost all sob stories request BTC or $$$. Or cry for help. This one he doesn't ask, just
says I don't like begging, all I am saying Is I have a hunch that this suicide urge is potentiality the real deal.
And It needs serious investigation as suicide is considered both illegal, and a crime.

As always, the common saying goes, never gamble what you can't afford.

Thank you for trying to help me, but the only reason I posted this story was because I hoped it might save someone's else life. Someone who is about to make the same mistake as I did, and I don't want this to happen to anyone else.

Quote from: pthnmj on May 18, 2014, 09:38:53 AM

Due to the nature of this post,I think it would be viable if we all could get some coins together to get to this man. He doesn't deserve to end because of some silly 0.95BTC. I've lost 4.2BTC and I understand the pain, I wanted to cry extremely hard and end it all... I managed to get to 35BTC with it, until busting in two hard bets of 19 and 13BTC. Money isn't everything, and you (if you are still watching this thread) should know that.

Post your address, and I'm sure you might end up getting some donations to help you out. Your story is very touching, and only a psychotic person could come up with this kind of story.

Thank you too but please don't, it's just not gonna work out. If you really want my address, please PM me, I'll give it to you only because you can see how hard it was for me and tell your friends so they don't end up like me. But, the money I lost was just too much in my own currency and I'm probably late already. If I die my parents can get the insurance money, my dad can live happily with my mom after she gets out of the hospital.

Quote from: Micky25 on May 18, 2014, 08:58:23 AM

With this perfect English you should easily find a better paid job.

But if you are really serious about suicide: I keep hearing of associations in your part of the world that take care of your family if you do them the favour of blowing yourself up in busy areas.

Quote from: escrow.ms on May 18, 2014, 09:46:49 AM

Dude If you have problem of online gambling, let someone else store your funds or simply convert your funds in cash as soon as you get them and it's easy to earn money, but you need to do some kind of work.

Since your english is pretty good, article writing job is better for you or you can simply join some signature campaign and earn money by making posts here.

I work from 8 to 5, I haven't gone to work in the previous days since it wouldn't matter after I die anyway. I told them I'm sick, I didn't lie, sick people can die, if I'm about to die I'm sick. It's way too long for my next payment and all my savings are gone now, so it wouldn't have matter if I went to work anyway. It's not that simple, I need the money soon and no job is going to get me that money that soon so I guess I'm done for.

If you really want to help please, please tell this to other people who might repeat my mistake. This way, I would have done one last good before death. You can ask me and show them my wallet so they see how easy I lost everything I worked so hard to collect as I will be here until the very end (I have nowhere else to be, I can't look at my parents while thinking about suicide).