Quote from: drawingthesun on November 29, 2013, 05:32:16 PM

Quote from: VolanicEruptor on November 29, 2013, 05:23:50 PM

while drawingthesun covers himself in gasoline as he reaches for a match...in fear that you are about to ruin his life.

If I lose everything I can only blame myself, and I do. Even though I might be depressed I can assure you I am not suicidal in anyway.

I have some good things going for me, but I guess the current crisis with ActM overshadows those things. If this does not work I may never be rich, but I guess that is the way of life.

I was born into a very poor and underprivileged family and I was desperate to escape. I dislike having to work 10-30 hours a week alongside full time study just to survive. The government allowance only really covers the weeks where I am not working so much during exams and everyone I know live like kings with their millionaire parents providing housing and cars. I felt like the underdog and thought that Bitcoin was my solution. To many people it was, but I screwed up this unique chance and have no capability to set things right.

Posting here allows me to feel that I am making a difference, but it's a delusion and now most of my fellow shareholders hate me.

well if it makes any difference at all, I understand you. I can see the lack of logic that takes place here as cheerleaders point and cry "FUD!! TROLL!!". It's not FUD, and it's not trolling, it's your desperate attempt to understand and protect your future. Ken's inability to keep us informed on what's going on is a horrible horrible act that disgusts me to the deepest core. For this reason I will fight him to the end, until there is nothing left