It is better not to bet that way, it always has to be very controlled so that we can have good mental health, the fact of betting to recover or generate more money is a very big risk, I do not do it anymore, before I fell into that error and I ended up like you, with bigger losses and that made me feel very bad afterwards, it is better to bet little money or before playing only put in the money that we can lose and not deposit more
As long we've realized and learn our lesson, I don't think it will happen again. It happened to me before, I thought that I can earn for a living through gambling after reading some articles about professional gamblers who make a lot of money through sports betting and playing poker. But trying it first hand is really different and you will understand more once you are losing, as the time goes by I realized that it's not for me and I can only play to past time but not alternative for to earn money.
It's same way that this social media influencers make gambling looks like a get rich quick scheme when it's not true. Really, there are lucky gamblers who went far beyond normal analysis to predict sportbet and become successful but they're only a few of them. Majority of people coming into gamble do have a misconception about it and that's why they feel that gambling is a short cut to riches.
I also had this mentality in the beginning which made me to start gambling in order for me to make more money but I lost the little money I had. I am happy that, I was able to realize it fast before things get out of hands.