Dank, how old are you? You have some very naive ideas about how the world works. You say you don't want a first world job or responsibilities, but you do want the benefits of living in a first world society (roof over your head).
I think you've got some issues man, and you should really seek help. According to your post history, you think that someone is going to try to murder you, they will fail, and as a result of this, you will gain supernatural powers?
Paranoia... check
Illusions of granduer... check
Belief in supernatural powers.... check
Would you lend money to someone who made claims like the ones you are making?