It's not like I'm addicted or anything. I understand the risks but I don't have an addictive personality. I can control myself. I can't get a prescription because in don't want my family see me take meds. Can someone please help me??

Klonopin like i said in my post if you read it, i am using it to help my anxiety and OCD. I don't take it everyday, in fact it's been 2 months since i last took it. It's painful dealing with the withdrawals. It's been getting worse too, damn.

17 tbh, i know it's wrong man and it's been said a million times already. But i really need these pills, sooner or later maybe i'll get a prescription for them but for now i just want to buy them. Maybe after this i'll see a psychiatrist if i had the money.

I'm not joking monbux, if i was i wouldn't have made this topic in the first place. I need 0.04 and then i'm in peace. No need to clarify anything else.

you must be joking

$30, i currently have $26 that i sent into my wallet. I just need 0.04 more.

I made two loan threads before, my first thread was stupid but my second thread i wanted to help myself. Therefore i am saving up to get myself medication on Silk Road. It's basically Klonopin that i need, for my anxiety and OCD too. It's pricey but it's worth all my bitcoins. I just need 0.04 more bitcoins to add to my current Silk Road balance.

Now i would ask the lending thread again, but i know i can't pay back. Because i am not a scammer, so i thought i would ask here instead for the help i need. I received lots of messages about helping myself and doing this and that. I really appreciate the messages, but i STILL need those meds. It helps me and i have used it before, it worked, so i am not getting myself into some slippery slope.

If anyone cares to help, thank you.


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valerian root? Never heard, seems like a good idea though.

your alt account is hero member? You sure this is a throwaway account?

Why are you being such a dick? Did someone shit in your cornflakes this morning? Go to another thread instead of being an asshole on mine.

well.. i am not a creative person, so i just used my name instead :/

@vod

i will be 17 in 2 months, i guess that doesn't help

i made a thread earlier for Marijuana, didn't go too well. I changed my mind and decided prescription pills instead. I already made my decisions everyone and i would rather try to help myself through the use of actual medication instead of helping myself naturally. The whole depression thing is still stuck in the back of my mind and it effects everything i do. I may get a therapist soon, but they cost a lot of money.

I told my family about it, but they didn't help. Told me to same answers you guys gave me, to help myself naturally. I tried that but it is too hard. I am still working at my job and i have been saving up. $15 is all i have for now.

I know the consequences benzo's can give, but it is better than nothing. My mind is already fucked up by illegal substances. I also forgot to say that i really appreciate the support you guys gave me in my last thread. Didn't know many of you cared that much. I am really thankful, but i would rather do it the way i want it to be.

The loan that i desire is $40, it's $5 for shipping as well. I am buying it from flylexa. This is not a scam, i promise to pay back as soon as i get $40. September 27th on a Friday is when i have enough. Soon enough i will have $40 to pay back.

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i know i am not gonna get the loan, i just wish i could of got the loan. I wish i had collateral to provide but i don't know which.

I'm not the kind of person to abuse them though. Its only for my depression, I tried the natural approach so many timed. But it never worked. I'm just sick and tired of it.

Comparing me to a rapist? A bit far but I am quite stubborn, I get the same advice over and over. Go outside, therapy, suicide hot lines (hear that they call the police on you, no help) I mean it just doesn't help. I am not trying to beg, I am just trying to say that none of your advice help me what so ever. Not to sound rude or anything, just being honest here.

I do have thoughts but I always felt like this everyday. Every time I ask someone for help nobody cares. I don't know what to do, I can only rely on drugs. It sucks, but it helps. That's why I need this loan. Its important to me.

Id be dead by then probably.

ah, what would they do? Take me to a therapist? Drugs are my only option. There is nothing else I can do. If anything, xanax is my best option. I mean not only can it help, but it makes me feel happy. It can numb the shitty life I currently have. It makes me forget. Just living the moment with no worries. Amazing. It is better than smoking weed.

Because that's how pathetic my life is, honestly i lost all my friends. Drugs make me feel better, i have an addictive personality. I don't take hardcore drugs though, just pills and weed.

The problem is guys id that I don't think my parents would approve of me taking medication. I can only imagine the consequences. Which is why I ask here so I can take them secretly, it helps. But I don't think that's illegal.